Saturday : October 2, 2004 – was a semi I good day... headed for L.A. to shop at garment district everything was aiight until me and my mom got into it and uhh lets just say we exchanged more than just words, and was my pops pissed... he was all like, “You two better quit or I’ll walk to the car and leave you both stranded here...” Hah, yeah mmkae. Anyway, after shopping and acting like a bitch to my moms we headed for my cousin Dyn’s baby shower... [Imma be an aunt y’all!!] I saw Ken I.  there... but this time around I guess he had a girl? Or maybe that was his room mate? I don’t know. I do know that he’s still fly, a little older... but fly. ;p   

Sunday : October 3, 2004 – was a great day. Me and the rest of team blur chilled at autofest. Before the show, me and Mary went to wings-n-things... I’m telling you their hot chicken wings are off the hook. Mmm... yummy! If you don’t know, you better ask somebody.. or take your ass there otherwise your missing out! Anyway back to autofest. Fuckers! I had to pay for my ticket this year... normally.. well Im not going to expose the secret just know Miss Bernadette didn’t get in for free and is a little ticked off about it. Anyway, I was asked to take a picture in front of a car that was Louis Vuitton-ed out. I was so scared cuz I didn’t know what to do.. lol. I DON’T DO THAT! I was all trying to tell the dude no but I ended up on the car... and then I had to do a second picture but with Erika that time around. Ugh, then import culture guy asked to take a picture of Erika, Me, and Mary... I tried to say no again but Erika was all like don’t trip so I brushed my fright off my shoulder and smiled for that damn picture. I hope no one sees any of those pictures...for real! I’m all hella embarrassed. :::: Next year or next show Imma go in sweats and a sweater. Keepin’ it gangsta! Hah. Oh and btw, we took home trophies!!!! Ehren got 3^rd place for best Del Sol, Kenny took home 2^nd place for best bmw, Warren took home 3^rd place for best rx7 and Kenny [again] took home best exotic. Whoopty- whoop we’re back in the game. YEA-AH! Then we ate at chili’s where I got a headache and got bitched at on the phone by mom again. That woman is unbelievable I’m telling you.

Monday & Tuesday : October 4^th & 5^th,  2004 – Boring days! I caught up on the sleep I lost over the weekend.

Wednesday : October 6^th, 2004 – Okay kay kay day. Seniors took that big ass senior picture... I was pissed cuz stupid teacher told me, Bre and Amy to take our hats off. We were all matching n stuff too... blaah. We looked cute though with our airbrushed shirts.. J heeh. Oh yeah Jewel and Sukie took the picture with us too along with the guys.

Thursday: October 7^th , 2004 – Fuuck! The weekend needs to come by quicker... I already tired of school. Oh I forgot to mention my mom is a salt shaker!!!!! She be throwin salt all over my game like its cool and she be knowin it too. Argh. I’d tell the entire story but I’m embarrassed so it’ll be confined in the back of my memories for the rest of my life... awh boo. Who’s down to go to the haunted hotel this weekend??! Hit me up!

Thats about it, so then late!

♫ Life can be so hard, the world can be so cold and everybody says that we wont last but they dont know that for my whole life through I'll keep on loving you. Your such a part of my I could never let you go.. Ooh I love you boy [i love you boy] we'll get through I promise you. No matter what the world may do to us, no matter what they try to tear our love apart, it'll never get through to us. We'll never change whats in our hearts. No matter what you'll be my everything as long as you are by my side we'll rise above. We wont let anything ever come between our love no matter what. ♫

Yesterday, I settled drama between Tito and some dude that wanted to jump him. I’m proud of myself... Cuz I gotta watch out for the kid cuz of BLUR and some SSI shit. But overall he’s a good kid and since I’m not legal yet and everyone else is I have to take matters into my own hands. And I gotta say for a chick I got some balls made of stainless steel. LOL, shit girls don’t be handling boys’ business. Hell, sometimes girls can’t even handle they own business good to know I can. J. By the way, we’re all cool now... Anyway,  Louis was telling me he was gonna jack me for my phone [Motorola V300] and then last night I dreamed that I was at a party and some guy asked to see my phone and being the person I am I let him see it... and then he flips it up and then takes off with it and runs in his car with the windows rolled down and I chase after him hop in through the window on the drivers side and start whompin’ on him until I get my phone back... trippy shit. I’m not talking to him anymore... I might keep on get fucked up dreams. LOL. Another person I’m not talking to is Jenais. When she and I are in class and we get to talking we be laughing, and laughing, and laughing... and we be getting into trouble. I can’t be working with her in the clinic... they might just kick us out on our asses and I’m sure as hell that if they do we’ll still be laughing our asses off on the curb... But man, I’m telling you we got into a conversation about traditional Filipinos and how they be mean buggin’. And how some of them are some cocky suns of bitches too... For instance, I told her about how the fob female who sits in the back of the class took my stethoscope and put her crusty, waxed-ass ears on it and used it. I mean I’m all about manners. Ask me to use my shit... I also took in the possibility that she might have not known that, that was my personal shit. Indeed shit, but MY shit. So politely I asked if she or her partner got my that stethoscope off my desk her partner said, “I don’t know, she got it.” And then I asked the fob, “Did you get that stethoscope off my desk?” and the fob said, “Yeah.” And then I go, “Oh okay, that’s mine... I bought it.” and the fob goes, ”I know.” And we all know I got heated and I told her.. “YOU KNOW? WHAT THE HELL DO YOU MEAN YOU KNOW?” by then Bernadine was telling me to calm down so I did. I snatched my shit and sat next to Jenais and I told her she and I need to go jump that fob female in the back of the class room because she took my shit telling me she know it was mine but took it anyway. LMAO. OH HELL NO. I was bustin’ up but I meant it.  See, I don’t let that shit ride. Ooh no child I don’t. Whooo. Then we got into it and then Jenais was like “most Traditional Filipinos be all rude.” [[–And it’s true... cuz they don’t have common sense or common courtesy.]] And then she went on to say, but ghetto Filipinos like you aren’t. So here go my quote of the day... “You don’t have to be ghetto to be rude.” Watch out for tomorrow... it’ll be Friday and I feel like doin some fucked up shit [[cuz it’s the weekend and I don’t give a fuck]] and we all know who I’m gunnin’ for.. oooooh wee! It’ll be on n crackin’... as soon as my foot wakes up cuz it’s a fucking sleep. Aight then y’all peace out. <3 Bern.    

Today was a normal day... its weird I hate being at school but I have fun... I was happy when creepy old white man in my ROP class transferred out. No more grunting, no more irking Bernadette, no nothing! But this other white dude transferred in and he was bleeding right by his ear... I didn’t tell him... But that shit was creepy... How do you start bleeding right there? Maybe a pimple erupted or some shit... I don’t know. Anyway, lunch today was fuckin’ funny. Me and Bre bought ice cream cones with the chocolate and the nuts on top and it reminded me of what I call her... Bree’z NUTZ! So I called her that and she told me to stop hating on her nuts and that I had nuts in my mouth and that she don’t want to waste her nuts and that she had chocolate nuts and I was like how are you Filipino with chocolate nuts...and then she had cream on her lip and I told her it looked like her ice cream had busted a nut... LOL... Man, if you aint laughin’ at our stupidity then I guess it was one of those you had to be there moments... I was there so I’m hella laughing to myself right now. Anyway, ah*hem [[ Lemme get all the laughter out]] this week was cool beans so far... Just surprise after surprise... My mom bought me my Louis Vuitton bag that I wanted for ever... Legit! Not that fake imitation swap meet bull shit... LOL! Y’all know what I mean... we all see old Asian ladies wear them obvious knockoffs. Anyway, but for real I was all dancing, leaping, even hopping with joy. I won’t even touch it. It just stays in its little Louis Vuitton Box and it posts up... Every so often I’ll open the box and stare at it in admiration but as far as wearing it... hell nahh! Not in this ghetto forsaken hood we call Paradise Hills... the land where even your tightest homies will jack you for your shit. Hahah. Just kidding? Well, the second surprise my mom gave me takes places a couple actually a grip of months from now and that was that we’re going on a vacation in Europe for three weeks after I graduate... That’s if I do... naw mean?! Hahah sike... Imma make that shit happen. I’m doin’ the damn thang. I aint tryna be no SUPER SENIOR... fuck the bull shit.  But she made the reservations for August 6^th and put in the down payment for it already so I’m hella excited... well that’s about it... Whoopty whoop whoop... and I’m gone w/ <3 Bern.